My beauty is a curse to me — Teenage girl cries

Many people are thinking that being so much beautiful is a great advantage, but as far as I am concerned, it is a great disadvantage in fact to some extent it is a curse. I am a secondary school student currently in SS2, and I am turning 18 by October this year, but at this young age, I've received over 60 proposals from different guys who are asking for my love.

Its very annoying that I cannot roam around in peace, even if I've decided not to come out from our house completely they will be calling me on phone, and that has seriously affected my studies negatively.

I have an ambition to read Pharmacy in the one of the universities in the North after finishing my secondary school but that seems impossible! Because of the number of guys talking to my father asking him to allow them to talk to me, he is now planning to get me married immediately I graduated from secondary school, and honestly I am not ready to get married at this very young age. I want to grow and have most of my dreams achieved before getting married.